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I feel like a bad blogger for not being able to post has much has I wanted to. I have been busy with exams and my head is feeling like it might blow up at any point during this late hour. But studying is the only way!

After this I will be heading thowards Texas/Dallas and I might turn my blog into a small travel journal just for the fun of it. After my exam tomorow I shall BE FREEE!!!!!!

Thought's and feelings

I don't usually do this type of blogging, but I thought it was a good idea to make a statement and to open my mind and heart to all of my readers.

(Love)

Love is so unpredictable, you can’t choose who you fall in love with; you can’t help yourself either in who you fall in love with. The question is how much you are willing to let yourself fall in love, how much of yourself you are willing to give to this special person. 

(Listen)

Falling in love is the most indescribable feeling in the world; it can’t be described in words, and putting yourself all out for the person you love is amazing and also something that you can’t take back.
No matter what, you will always get to know each other better and better, and you will become closer, but somehow you end up taking each other for granted and that shouldn’t ever have to happen. But becoming comfortable with each other is something that all couples experience, and being able  to say “I love you.” And being close to each other becomes rarer and rarer. No one is perfect, but no one should be forgotten or be taken for granted. You can’t expect to be loved and cherished if you don’t show it yourself, but putting yourself out there, doing that to the person you love is also hard if they don’t respond to your actions. And if you reach a place where you are hitting a wall, then it doesn’t mean it’s over, it’s only what you choose to believe in, if you have the faith to think “This cannot stop me.” Then nothing is impossible. Obstacles only make people stronger, creating stronger bonds, and don’t ever lose hope for each other. 

(Understanding)

When life decides to screw you over, then you know that you are not alone, because the one you love will always be there trying so hard to support you, no matter how much effort it must take, they will do it why? Because that’s how love works, it has a tendency to work in mysterious ways and you can’t argue with that.
But it is their choice to make the decision, but of course not all relationships last, but that doesn’t mean that it’s a waste. People evolve from their mistakes and they grow into stronger personalities, being able to experience love is never a waste, nothing in life is a waste. But finding that one person that will fit you perfectly, is one in a billion, the road is never easy but it’s there.

 (Patience)

I will make a shout out now and say I have found my one in a billion, and you might wonder “How does she know?” It’s a feeling you get that cannot be described, and he is the only one that matches me in mind and soul. And from the first day we met, no; talked, I fell head over heels in love with him, and I will never forget how I fell so deeply for him and how much I love him now. He means the world to me, and supporting him is not a duty, but something I choose to do. My boyfriend has his moments, he isn't the typical romantic type, but he has his moments, and I couldn't ask for more, he is sweet and caring. But he is also stubborn and has a temper, and don't get me wrong, I'm not perfect either, I do have my flaws. I AM stubborn and I too have a temper. But it doesn’t stop med from loving him at all, he brings out the good sides and bad sides out of me and so do I with him, we argue like every other couple. But we learn from it, and move forward building up a future with each other, or doing our best to do so. No one is perfect, no roads are easy to travel, but keeping your head up high and never forgetting how it all started makes it the best trip ever, no matter how rough the road might be.

-I Love You

 (My good friend Mari made this "portrait" of us in 2009)

Summer Time

Summer time,
Time to fall inlove

Time to enjoy the warmth form the sun

Time to enjoy... everything.